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That's what it's like. That's it exactly.
You know that scene in Neverending Story where the horse just dies because it's so hopeless and sad? Yeah, that. Only you don't die. You just stand there in the mud up to your chin and wait for something else to happen.
I've been through it. Actually tried killing myself. (Lesson learned- wrong mix of pills will damage your heart forever, but not kill you if you're laying in the right position.) And I'm actually crazy happy to be alive. I love my life. Not that that actually helps anybody else- and it took more than ten years, but there you have it.
All the feelings come back. Even the super shitty ones. Only then you'll be better prepared for them, and you will make them hilarious, and we will all laugh with you.
Thank you.
May 9, 2013, 10:13:06 AM
Posted to Depression Part Two